akhirnya kaca yang sudah retak itupun kini pecah..
kehadiran seseorang yang baru membuat hubungan ini hancur,
pertalian darah yang semestinya lebih kuat dari apapun kini merenggang karna hubungan yang baru terjalin beberapa saat, dunia memang sudah tua, berbagai macam masalah yang bertentangan dengan nurani pun timbul. hal yang dulu tidak lazim sekarang menjadi lazim. siapa yang harus di salahkan atas kebobrokan zaman ini??

writing task three

And this is the third assignment of writing. It is about durian, i must make four paragraph of report essay with durian as a topic.

DURIAN

Durian (Durio zibethinus) is the fruit of the durian tree. It originated in Borneo Island and now it is cultivated in many  Southeast Asia countries. It is commonly known in Southeast Asia as the king of fruit that contains many nutritions and many people like it.

Durian tree is a large size of tropical fruit tree. The tree can reach 35-45m height if grown from seeds. Trees that originate from seeds have buttress at the lowest part of the bark. In clusters of 40-50 cm on the strong main mature branches grow flower. Generally, flowers appear only once a year. The trees do not provide any fruit for 5-10 years after being planted. The leaf measures 6-12 cm in length and 2-4cm wide. The durian fruit is usually oval and it is 20-25 cm in length and 18-20 cm in diameter. It has weight from 1-4,5kg. Its skin colour is usually green or yellowish green. The fruit has five sections. In each section contains a few pips. This pips differ in aspects like colour, thickness, texture, aroma, taste or flavour depending on the clone. Durian that has fallen off the tree cannot be kept long.

In 100 gram edible portion durian has 153 calories, 64,1 gram moisture, 2,6 gram protein, 3,4 gram fat, 27,9 gram carbohydrates, 103,9 gram minerals, 140 gram beta carotene, 0,1 mg vitamin B1, 0,13 mg vitamin B2 and 23,3 mg vitamin C.

Many people like this tropical fruit because its flavours are rich and complex, rather than acidic and refreshing. Its offers a very different taste experience from market quality fruits that are probably a couple of days old.

what a bad day!!

Today, i have class at 07.00 am. but, last night i can't sleep any more. I go to my bad after pray subuh. My insomnia become worse. What should i do now?? i have complete problem. My weight can't be increased, no matter how much i eat nutritious foods or just junk foods. It's make me stressfull. I have try all of my friends suggestion about it, but still didn't give reaction. hhmm..

ok. back to the first topic, about today. I get up this morning about 06.30 am. I immediately go to bathroom and take a bath in just 10 minutes. I wear my clothes and went to campus without have my breakfast. its so bad, because today my class running until 6 pm :'( I walk to campus with Yani as soon as I can, both of us hope can meet with ojek, but until we arrive in front of FBS gate we still can't met ojek.. hhufth..... I continued my walk until LBB VI and Mr Amri give us permit to enter the class, because we are late less than 10 minutes. eng..ing..eng.. i feel lucky at that time.

at 08.50 Mr.Amri leave us with assignment because he want to go to Religion Department office. We have time 40 minutes to do the assignment, but it too many. I do it immediately because I want to get my breakfast as soon as possible.

after finish my assignment, i get my breakfast with rajel, and then i back to my boarding house and back to campus at 13.20 to study KWN, Rahma and I intends to remove from the class after the lecturer take the absen so, both of us didn't bring bag and any book. But, this is my bad day, the lecturer take the absen in the end of class...

hhufth.,

when it finished, i go back to my boarding house to take my bag, and back to campus AGAIN, to make up class with Mr. Amri AGAIN.. cikiciw!!!

at 05.30 i back to my boarding house and sleep, i'm very tired..

writing task two

This is the second assignment of writing, now i must to make four descriptive paragraph. The second level of cikiciw..

My Best Friend

            I know her when I was in senior high school. The bad first meeting which is ending with a friendship. However, I cannot life without her as my friend, because she is the one who always there for me after my family. She is a kind person that fills my day since three years ago and I hope it will be forever.

            She is about average height and she is pretty heavy set. She has really long black hair but, she always use veil when go somewhere. Her eyes make me jealous, its round, black and she sometimes wears glasses. She has light skin and a little body hair.

            She is a kind person that I have had. She is very patient and she care about people around her. She can look happy a long time, although she has a problem. She can give a solution for me when I ask her about my problem. Now she continued her study in Poltekes as a midwife. She is in her twenties now.

            She is really beautiful girl, not only from outer also from inner. I really lucky ever know her.

once, i try to make a poetry in Indonesian, and then i translate it into english. but it look like 'lebay'. i don't think to post it in my blog but, after make it for long time i haven't any idea to make here. so, i decide to make my 'lebay' poetry here.. :D

here it's..

one time in the room waiting for love, longing and hope was sit together. Fingers gripping each other tightly; brazing on the promise of batson bend the calm feelings, ambitions also consolidation.

now, in the waiting room for love, longing instead throwing his face. "i'm afraid of getting hurt again" she said softly.

behind the weariness, longing still wants to meet with the hope that he has left behind. hope that was initially missed blossom and sprout leaves. that's what cooking is always hope to continue to pursue long vibration relentless search for his master: love!

"where the address?"

in the waiting room for love, took a silent longing in her chest and felt sluggish. "here!"

missed expectation lead fall on his chest, "here, we are waiting!"

----->>> in the waiting room for love

hhufth,

what do you think about my poetry??

it's lebay right??

here i attach the indonesian version:

Di Ruang Tunggu Untuk Cinta

Suatu ketika di ruang tunggu untuk cinta, rindu dan harapan pernah duduk bersama. Saling menggenggam jemari erat; mematri janji di atas keakuan perasaan yang merunduk pada keteduhan, juga cita-cita penyatuan.

Kini, di ruang tunggu untuk cinta, rindu malah membuang wajahnya. “Aku takut terluka lagi!” lirih ucapnya.

Di balik kelelahannya, rindu itu masih ingin bertemu dengan harapan yang telah ia tinggalkan. Harapan yang awalnya menumbuhkan tunas rindu bersemi dan merindang daun. Harapan itulah yang selalu menanak getarnya untuk terus mengejar rindu dan tanpa henti mencari majikannya: Cinta!

“di mana alamatnya?”

Di Ruang Tunggu Untuk Cinta, rindu menghela bisu dan merasakan sendat di dadanya. “di sini!”

Harapan menuntun rindu rebah di dadanya. “di sini, kita menanti!”

everybody love today

i should hate this day, today is supposed to be busy. But, reality says another..:) from 3 lecturers only one who is present today. it's good news right?? We, especially I have time to enjoy life (wkwkwk-over-) This is a rare time that should be used as well as possible:D

this morning i went to campus in a hurry for fear of being late. But after arriving, the lecturers has not come and he didn't come at all. I was so disappointed, but it doesn't matter, so that i have time for breakfast. I enjoy my breakfast with my friend. after that, we went to Pendopo to see people from sendratasik department dancing( a little refreshing:D)

At 09.30 we climbed to the fourth floor and the lecturer still doesn't come. after waiting about a half hour the lecturer still yet to come. when i decided to go home the lecturer come.!! hhufth we study until 12.20 and then i go home and sleep.:)

at 15.00 I go to college to used wi fi, (hahaha) to make the task, especially to post blog. and here i now, post my blog while open my acount.

#curcol#

have you ever felt not meaningful to people around you??

that's what i feel today, my relationships with people around me become worst. i don't know what happened. i don't know where the mistake come, so i don't know how to fix it.

first, him.

whether it's just a feeling or reality. i feel he's changed. even though he didn't show it and he'll never do it. he was too good in any case, while I?? he was always patient with me. i sometimes think, if i stayed i would just ruin his life. he deserves to get more than me.. :'(

second, my mom.

yesterday afternoon, when i'll make a post my mom came home and yelling at me. i was surprised because i didn't know i had done something wrong. initially i was just quiet because i didn't feel. and eventually i will argue, coz i don't like the mad especially when i'm not mistaken. but, my mom is still angry. so, i went into my room and turn on the MP3 with a large volume. i actually do not want to fight again to my mom, but i always just out of control. she didn't know that i don't like being scolded, she always scolding me. maybe this is the effect of staying with my aunt since i was a child. so, my aunt understand me more. i'm sorry mom.

next, my best friends.

i don't know why, our friendship sretchable. sometimes i suspect this is because the distance and busy each person, but, if that's the problem, now it is modern technology that can eliminate a lot of distance. is friendship couldn't be prevented by distance??

indeed only a few people, but they all mean so much in my life. sometimes, i think to live a day without their presence. because i don't want to burden the people as good and as harmless as they, but it seem unlikely. now i just can hope things got better as before as soon as possible.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

don't ever leave me alone.