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Rabu, 29 Februari 2012

once, i try to make a poetry in Indonesian, and then i translate it into english. but it look like 'lebay'. i don't think to post it in my blog but, after make it for long time i haven't any idea to make here. so, i decide to make my 'lebay' poetry here.. :D

here it's..
one time in the room waiting for love, longing and hope was sit together. Fingers gripping each other tightly; brazing on the promise of batson bend the calm feelings, ambitions also consolidation.
now, in the waiting room for love, longing instead throwing his face. "i'm afraid of getting hurt again" she said softly.
behind the weariness, longing still wants to meet with the hope that he has left behind. hope that was initially missed blossom and sprout leaves. that's what cooking is always hope to continue to pursue long vibration relentless search for his master: love!
"where the address?"
in the waiting room for love, took a silent longing in her chest and felt sluggish. "here!"
missed expectation lead fall on his chest, "here, we are waiting!"
----->>> in the waiting room for love

hhufth,
what do you think about my poetry??
it's lebay right??
here i attach the indonesian version:

Di Ruang Tunggu Untuk Cinta
Suatu ketika di ruang tunggu untuk cinta, rindu dan harapan pernah duduk bersama. Saling menggenggam jemari erat; mematri janji di atas keakuan perasaan yang merunduk pada keteduhan, juga cita-cita penyatuan.
Kini, di ruang tunggu untuk cinta, rindu malah membuang wajahnya. “Aku takut terluka lagi!” lirih ucapnya.
Di balik kelelahannya, rindu itu masih ingin bertemu dengan harapan yang telah ia tinggalkan. Harapan yang awalnya menumbuhkan tunas rindu bersemi dan merindang daun. Harapan itulah yang selalu menanak getarnya untuk terus mengejar rindu dan tanpa henti mencari majikannya: Cinta!
“di mana alamatnya?”
Di Ruang Tunggu Untuk Cinta, rindu menghela bisu dan merasakan sendat di dadanya. “di sini!”
Harapan menuntun rindu rebah di dadanya. “di sini, kita menanti!”

Selasa, 28 Februari 2012

everybody love today

i should hate this day, today is supposed to be busy. But, reality says another..:) from 3 lecturers only one who is present today. it's good news right?? We, especially I have time to enjoy life (wkwkwk-over-) This is a rare time that should be used as well as possible:D

this morning i went to campus in a hurry for fear of being late. But after arriving, the lecturers has not come and he didn't come at all. I was so disappointed, but it doesn't matter, so that i have time for breakfast. I enjoy my breakfast with my friend. after that, we went to Pendopo to see people from sendratasik department dancing( a little refreshing:D)

At 09.30 we climbed to the fourth floor and the lecturer still doesn't come. after waiting about a half hour the lecturer still yet to come. when i decided to go home the lecturer come.!! hhufth we study until 12.20 and then i go home and sleep.:)

at 15.00 I go to college to used wi fi, (hahaha) to make the task, especially to post blog. and here i now, post my blog while open my acount.

Sabtu, 25 Februari 2012

#curcol#

have you ever felt not meaningful to people around you??
that's what i feel today, my relationships with people around me become worst. i don't know what happened. i don't know where the mistake come, so i don't know how to fix it.

first, him.
whether it's just a feeling or reality. i feel he's changed. even though he didn't show it and he'll never do it. he was too good in any case, while I?? he was always patient with me. i sometimes think, if i stayed i would just ruin his life. he deserves to get more than me.. :'(

second, my mom.
yesterday afternoon, when i'll make a post my mom came home and yelling at me. i was surprised because i didn't know i had done something wrong. initially i was just quiet because i didn't feel. and eventually i will argue, coz i don't like the mad especially when i'm not mistaken. but, my mom is still angry. so, i went into my room and turn on the MP3 with a large volume. i actually do not want to fight again to my mom, but i always just out of control. she didn't know that i don't like being scolded, she always scolding me. maybe this is the effect of staying with my aunt since i was a child. so, my aunt understand me more. i'm sorry mom.

next, my best friends.
i don't know why, our friendship sretchable. sometimes i suspect this is because the distance and busy each person, but, if that's the problem, now it is modern technology that can eliminate a lot of distance. is friendship couldn't be prevented by distance??

indeed only a few people, but they all mean so much in my life. sometimes, i think to live a day without their presence. because i don't want to burden the people as good and as harmless as they, but it seem unlikely. now i just can hope things got better as before as soon as possible.

I LOVE YOU ALL.
don't ever leave me alone.

Jumat, 24 Februari 2012

writing task one

although I hate write something, but my major requires me to do it. i was told to write a descriptive paragraph. hhmm.. this is the first assignment. i must do it..
and here it is..

My Lovely Cell Phone
My lovely cellphone that I bought with my own money is nokia X.2. This cell phone has many benefits for me, because it has application that I need. The first one is It has camera with 5,00 MP, it’s very support my hobby –take a picture-. It can make a beautiful picture, I mean that the picture looks clear. The second one is the radio, something that I like from this app is it can be use without headset. So, I can listen to the radio when I do something without disturb by headset. This red cell phone has a slim body. The screen is long and it so heavy. I really love this cell phone.

My Best Friend
I knew her when I was in junior high school. She is kind people that I have had. She is very patient and she care with people around her. She can look happy a long time, although she has a problem. She can give a solution for me when I ask her about my problem. Now she continued her study in accounting in Indonesia University. She is in her twenties. And she is about average height and pretty heavy set. She has really long black hair and black eyes too. I really lucky too know her.


Kamis, 23 Februari 2012

morning all,
a new sunny day right..? here i am, enjoy my holiday at my home sweet home :D didn't come home after a month my mom told me to go home, i just realized that i always make people miss me wkwkwk

when i wake up this morning, i have heard my sister boud her work. then, my mom began to tell me to eat my breakfast, hhufth, she is fussy on this case, and i always do not want to eat my breakfast. i don't like rice, i think that it's a horrible little creatures. but, now i must to eat it, if not my mom will ***** me.. hohoho


Rabu, 22 Februari 2012

-begining-

hello..hello..
hhufth.,
how a stupid i am?!?
after all this time do not used it, i forgot my last blog password. Now, when i have to have one, i don't know anymore how to use it. I started a blog with a sense of confusion, i look at my friend's blog and it make me jealous. they made a good blog -funny, elegant, nice, cute- i want too have one. so here i go. wish me luck guys.,


hhmm.. i don't know what i must make here.,i didn't like writing, i didn't like speaking, i didn't like all of that has relation with public. i was wrong majored, i think i must move out from this major as soon as possible. hhmmmm.. why i vent here..??!?? ckckck
i think i  should be finished off now or all will get messed up.
see you at next entry..
kiss of affection for the person next to you.. :D